Showing posts from May 7, 2010



Month after Month I had dream about a little boy with blonde hair and blue shoes. Cutest kid I've ever seen. I'm not saying I'm having a boy. I'm just saying I like good dreams.
April 16th  it's all i could think about. That night I could not sleep. Mike was gone to St. George for Colby s bachelor party. I was babysitting Theresa and she was sleeping in my bed with me. I couldn't stop thinking about it.
April 17th at 2:00 in the morning I was lying awake and all I could think about was you.
Could I really be a mother?
I knew first thing in the morning I would have to go get a test.
Remind you I was still watching Theresa and I didn't know what to do. I just knew I had to find out.
I told her we had to go get some "Cleaning Supplies".  And that we did I grabbed some random spray and told her she could get something for her self to keep her distracted. Bought 3 tests. I wanted to have a clear cut answer.

I ran straight to the bathroom and …

I'm dead i'm dead i'm dead.


Today I died. I layed in my bed till 1:00 I think my stomach hates me. I am so nautious. I don't want to think about food or work. The one thing that makes me feel better is food, but its the one thing that makes me even more natiuous to think about....   Thanks Mike for making me eat a strawberry spinach and crasin salad. I'm so lucky to have a guy that will take care of me. It was healthy and it make me feel a little better.

I signed up for these updates from two websites.
Baby Center and What to
They're amazing! I have learned so much in just one week. ." Her heart is beating about 100 to 160 times a minute." THAT IS INSANE! I have an apt tomorrow and I hope I get to hear it! 
 According to these site I am 6 weeks and today our baby is a size of a lentil! 
 Now on  May 7th  Week 8: RaspberryAverage size: .63 in, .04 oz

I went to the OBGYN today!
Mike …